Still learning.

12Jun09

I was perturbed for the longest time as to why I seemed to have stop being the girl I used to be.

Defined the ex-me.

The one who takes pride in participating in school performances, like dancing for teachers’ day, racial harmony day, CCA farewell dinner, just to name a few.

The one who enjoys spearheading class outings, chalets – planning and making sure everyone has fun.

The one who surrounds herself with friends, is hypersensitive to how people view her, and believes in doing the right things.

 

Life has a funny way of changing people. Collin put it simply for me – it’s just that my priorities in life has changed. I wonder what took me so long to come to understand this.

I still attend the friends’ gatherings and very much enjoy them, the difference is I stop being the initiator – which Collin reassured me that there is nothing wrong with that.

I don’t really care how you view me, when you don’t really matter to me in the first place.

I will like to spend my time doing up my photoshop to launch a new series at LRH.

Or surf the net for fresh ideas and inspirations to manufacture some new designs.

Or just watch brainless TV and get my much desired rest, a luxury these days.

 

I guess when life gives you some, it does take a little from you as well. Priorities shift, but I figure, as long as you still remember the things that are important to you (like friendship), you may not initiate, but when the opportunities present, you make an effort to embrace these important things or people. It’s not that bad.

On an irrelevant note, I enjoy making money. But I do not love money that much that it makes me forgo the other more meaningful things in life.

 

Still learning the ropes of life.

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